the one where i get cryptic

kind of.
formal was super awesome and great and yay win at life! thanks all you non-year 12s for the lovely comments and questions, i can't wait to see yours next year and the year after.
my dress is my baby, i want to wear it everywhere and always.

i honestly have nothing interesting to say here today. tumblr is taking my ability to write and only letting me convey my thoughts and/or feelings in amusing quotes, audio clips, pictures or excerpts of text. cool. follow me, since i can't talk here.
link. follow me.

i adore this band. i will never be ashamed of this fact. the bottom line is, they speak to so many young people, including me. i ache with every fibre of my being to have the eloquence of gerard way.

its important, is all.

i'm not really happy, but i've decided not to publically angst about it (too much). its no big deal, it'll pass. it always has before. i can't cope with people i know in real life reading my blog and passing judgement on my feelings, so i write them somewhere nobody has the link to except katie.

i think im getting a migraine. waaaaah!

i love channel v tonight

they're doing a nostaliga top-20-of-1999 hour and OMG WOW I LOVE ITTT

so far i've heard

genie in a bottle - xtina (before she was dirrrrty and then all ~screen siren and now wannabe gaga)

praise you - fatboy slim (cant go wrong there)

AND NOW ITS THE  BAD TOUCH BY THE BLOODHOUND GANG

this man is the reason for my existance. only not really, but i do love bbc drama mystery shows that he specialises in. you know the type, he's always the emotionally crippled but good at heart cop who was abandoned at birth and then by his friends and then by his wife and then he was accused wrongly of somethign so he has to redeem himself while solving a case nobody else bothers with and everytime he encounters death he considers just letting himself die and he doesnt sleep and hes afraid of sunlight and he sometimes sits in the middle of the night with a gun/pills/both at the table and contemplates suicide.

and he probably meets a hot girl who sees past his grizzled exterior and learns to love him despite him being roughly the age of her father.

so maybe i exaggerated a little, and i sound like im being a bitch about them - but its just true AND I LOVE IT SO MUCH .

im a very angsty child

ive decided to share this with you dear readers. because i said before that i wanted to use this more as a journal type blog, and as of now im going to act upon it.
consider yourselves warned.
if you keep reading its on your back when you want to shout at me afterwards

dont get freaked out, im not going to get all heavy, this isn't the place.

i'm really happy with where i am friends-wise right now. i've had some issues for close to a year, issues that i just ignored and told myself to get over until a couple of months ago. now though; i've moved away from one group quite significantly (but somehow haven't offended them by doing so), and i've befriended many more people. one or two in particular mean alot to me.
i can't wait for next year. i love melbourne, but i'm anxious to see the rest of the world. going to paris was possibly the worst possible thing for me, i have the travel bug now.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuu- and im going to fail school
get offline!
get offline!
now!
going!
gone...

Listening to: Waiting Up - Remember Maine

i am intensely skilled at what the french call "le procrastinating"

life is vaire boring and i am vaire bored.

school is overrated

life is dull.

i'm too young to see Naboo the Enigma.

when life's got you down, its time for FUNNY PICTURES!

sucks if you saw/follow my tumblr since i'm just posting the same photos again.

THEY STILL MAKE ME LAUGH

this is a real and legitimate statistic.

only a child of the interwebz could possibly comprehend the sheer genius of these pictorials.

ps. i bought tartan stockings. i know. im an indie revolutionary. so sue me.

the gold and the beautiful

WE WON CHORALS!!!
what am  i going to blog about now?
but chorals, omg i am just so proud of all my Dryads girls, you are legitimately the reason for my being right about now. I'm already feeling a bit lost without any rehearsals to plan or timing to organise. This is the best possible end to my chorals involvement at Macrob, we had a clean sweep of both chorals and madrigal.

Everyone was congratulating me today, but in all honesty I had the easy job. It could have been difficult but thanks to the incredible cast, chorus, orchestra, conductor, chorus leaders and otherwise just enthusiastic Dryads that we had; there was very little left for me to do except panic.
Dryads?

OOOHAHA

this post is green in honour of Dryads. May you forever remain nymphs of the forest my darlings <3

je t'adore

so fourth day of casual and i'm already bored. on a positive note my pants are amazing today. i might take a photo one day. unfortunatelement (franglais :) ) i have lost my ATM card so i'm to all intents and purposes totally broke at the moment.

grrrr....

it is either:

• at nadia's
• at my local coles
• at nicoles
• on public transport somewhere
• in my room.

please be in my room!
splendour in the grass looks INCREDIBLE this year and i cannot go. Like totally legendary. The Strokes, The Pixies, Florence and the Machine, Hot Chip...to name but a few.
NOT FAIR. NOT HAPPY JAN.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. "emo is over, you can all go home now"

also MGMT have released a new album. I haven't actually listened to it but hopefully it should be good. ish. maybe. I don't think I particularly care either way, but if its INCREDIBUBBLE you shall all hear my rantings

You. Me. My pants. Now

This is all

ignore this post unless you want your brain to fall out

so i met the love of my life today.
he's 10.
yeah.....

so awesome back to school yes and we're off to a flying start with a SAC already! i should be studying. urghhhh

not trying to make myself seem really pathetic; but i don't understand how my mind works at all. i can fall in and out of lust at the drop of a hat and its getting beyond ridiculous. i want something defined and proper....something that makes me feel like i might die.

yeah i'm cool

i'm out. homework beckons


EDIT/ just so we're clear; my falling-in-lust thing is totally unrelated to the 10 year old. he's cute, but i generally go for post-pubescent.

chorals actually makes my life complete.

today we had a full cast run through with orchestra with all the songs and it was quite simply mindblowing.
I attempted to document the day a little; through my mad wicked photography skillz.

First we trekked through the bush of Macleod, because the house that hikes together wins Chorals...together.

I feel sorry for the girl carrying the cello....

This is but a small sample of the food we ate. It was intense; I have never seen so much bread and chocolate present except at a bread and chocolate factory. Needless to say, everybody was well fed.

Some members of my cast ♥. I'm not going to deny it; cast are my fave. They're all so hardworking and eager and so easy to work with!

I'm super excited for chorals. For anyone who doesn't understand my crazy ramblings thus far; chorals is a house event conducted by my school each year where each house writes, directs and conducts a 20 minute musical and this year Dryads are going to win. Today was the first time we got most of the cast together with orchestra and the songs sound amaaaaaaaaaazing.

Listening to: You've Got the Love - Florence and the Machin