the power of words never ceases to amaze me. also, really genuinely don't read this

the strength of a memory of a time or place or a feeling. that it can be so wrapped up in the arrangement of words in a particular context. i read this and suddenly i'm 14 again. whatever has happened since then, pete wentz and that band of boys made an impact in my life. so yeah, everyone following this is going to laugh at me, but i don't care. this was important once, and in a way it still is. the time and the place are gone, but this reminds me of the network i became a part of in early '07 and how much they still mean to me. boardies are forever.

“Here’s to the kids.

The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party.

Here’s to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.

Here’s to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.

Here’s to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool.

Here’s to the kids who listened to Fall Out boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV…and blame MTV for ruining their life.

Here’s to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.

Here’s to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.

Here’s to the kids who hum “A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me” when they’re stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night.

Here’s to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn’t even know they existed.

Here’s to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn’t feel so alone after doing so.

Here’s to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s).

Here’s to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don’t care.

Here’s to the kids who speak their mind.

Here’s to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.

Here’s to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do.

Here’s to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.

Here’s to the kids.

This one’s not for the kids,

who always get what they want,

But for the ones who never had it at all.

It’s not for the ones who never got caught,

But for the ones who always try and fall.

This one’s for the kids who didnt make it,

We were the kids who never made it.

The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys.

Not for the kids who had all their joys.

This one’s for the kids who never faked it.

We’re the kids who didn’t make it.

They say “Breaking hearts is what we do best,”

And, “We’ll make your heart be ripped of your chest”

The only heart that I broke was mine,

When I got My Hopes up too too high.

We were the kids who didnt make it.

We are the kids who never made it.”

Pete Wentz owns a part of me still, even though he's douchebag extraordanaire these days. There was a time before when he was the reason kids held on.

"yours is bigger than mine!" "lets not go there..."

“go after her, fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call,

 go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone,

 don’t wait for them to give you a sign ’cause it might never come,

don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her,

she’s not a fucking television show or tornado.

there are people i might have loved had they gotten on the airplane

 or run down the street after me

or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now

 and because they cannot regret this

 and i always thought i’d be the only one doing crazy things

for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back

or to act like idiots

or be entirely vulnerable and honest

 and making someone fall in love with you is easy

 and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing

 and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love

 but it is the way i can recognize it because that is what i do.

go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways

 because that is beautiful and that is generous

and that is what loving someone is,

 that is raw and that is unguarded,

and that is all that is worth anything, really”