Tuesday, August 24, 2010

i've been looking for this website for months~

and i just "Stumble Upon" -ed it.
If you don't use Stumble, you should really invest. You know when you're bored on the internet with nothing to do but you don't want to be offline because there's nothing else to do there either and you know  there are interesting things online if only you knew where to look?
That's where StumbleUpon comes in. You sign up, put in your interests and over time as you Stumble Upon websites, you "like" or "dislike" the pages provided so the site gets an idea of the kind of thing you're looking for.
And i just found this!
Musicovery
yay!
Also, the stumble thing is here, just...if you wanted to know.

They should pay me for this stuff...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

dorothy's caught in the hurricane

nice title hey?


 i can see you drowning.
and i don't know how to save you. i don't know what to do other than being around and not dumping my problems on you (huge fail there) and making you smile. even that isn't right. i don't know. sorry.

you make the people you care about feel exceptional. i don't know if you realise, but you do and it's such a gift.
such a gift.




i'm really angry, actually.




how dare you, just how dare you think you can say shit like that about her and it won't have any impact.
if you really love her like you say you do, you'll do your best to understand and get by like the rest of us.
and you'll make some allowances and understand that she's doing the best she can. we all are. sure it's frustrating and upsetting and it can make you mad; but why would you take it out on her? she's no more in control than the rest of us. that's the whole issue.
maybe its just your stupid boy way to freak out by lashing out, but you have to be more careful. she's so precious and if you understood you'd realise how fragile happiness can be.
why would you do something to ruin it intentionally like that? you should pay attention to what she says and realise that your anger isn't going to fix her. it doesn't work llike that. it's not going to snap her out of it when you go about it like this, it's just being mean and petty.
nobody likes being unhappy, it doesn't make people happy. if it did they wouldn't be...unhappy.
hypocritical as it may be for me to judge you for judging her so harshly, i don't care.
 i swear to god, if she breaks i will never forgive you all for being so stubbornly convinced of your righteousness.
i don't even know you and i'm judging you. for that, i'm sorry. i have nothing against you, but i disapprove so very very much.





-in here there was a whole paragraph of everything about you, but actually i don't want to post it here. it's not right, i still can't phrase it right. you're just...i can't even. don't start me. i love you so much, is all-

i love the rain. the past 2 days have been heavenly, despite the cold. it should rain like that all the time.